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Eu pensei que quando eu me olho no espelho não vejo só o meu corpo. Eu me reconheço. Me conheço. Me gosto. E eu sei que tem gente que gosta de mim assim, desse jeito. Sem tirar nada. Não preciso me matar de malhar, sofrer numa mesa de operação pra me sentir linda. Eu só preciso me sentir. E entender que a minha beleza também existe onde não se pode ver. E sabe de uma coisa? Ele viu.

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